Life is full of suprises. I just told my parents that I'm going out last night and I'll be home late. My dad didn't question me. Just simply said, "Don't come home at 5-6am."
My mom asked me what time did I reach home, and where did I hang out. I decided to tell her the truth. Told her I reached home after 1am and I went to drink. She didn't throw a ruckus! AMAZING! I was prepared for the meltdown from her. Yet, all she asked was, "What did you drink? What's volka? Don't go to those places where there're smokers. Be careful when you drink, later you get spiked." I just reassure her that I only drink with the company I trust and I finish my drinks before I leave them out of my sight.
Just 10 mins ago, papa asked me what time I came home. Told him exactly what I told my mom. That I went drinking. He didn't even criticise me. This is really what I didn't expect from my parents. Life is really going way much better than I can imagine.
To "him",
Thank you for last night
For your company, your booze and your words
You've all along been by my side
And I've been oblivious about your existence
Only till now
Have I noticed you
You've been walking alongside with me
Through the difficult times
Without any whimpers
Even when you're not required to be there for me
My life is so full of suprises and joy
All because of you
You brought them when you entered into my world
Everything seems inconspicuous
Nothing seems to sparkle
Except you
You don't mind my past
You don't mind my brashness
You love me for who I am
And I'm truly blessed
When I'm in a mess
Lost and wounded
It was you who came
And held me up
You saw through me
The strong facade
Which many are taken into
After all the tumbles and pits
I'm glad to have found you
And you who have been waiting patiently
I don't care what others think
What others say
For all it only matters
Is I'm safe in your embrace, your love
I don't remember my past
I see only the future
A future so bright
With the road we will walk through
Together You and I
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Just reach office. Wake up at 8pm. Very late. Was very happy yesterday as my hubby brought me to meet his old boss and ex colleagues. Everyone is so so friendly. Went to dinner at Marche @ Suntec.
Met Hubby first at the bus stop beside Pan Pacific. He just cut his hair. So adorable. Hmm... Maybe I shouldn't use that. I should say still as suave as ever. Went to Marina Square to look for Marche as he keep insisting it is there. Emily Ma called using Naveen's hp then we realise that it is at Suntec. Heez... So Cute right I think my hubby just want to stroll around with me that's why he gave me the wrong information.
Finally Reach there early still waiting for everyone. Michelle Justin and a gal who they call Xiao Mei is there when we arrived. Had a sumptous dinner, finally hubby treats me a very delicious dinner. Thank you so Much Hubby... Muck!!
After dinner we went for drinking at 2 places. One the Sportsman and the other The Oz bar. Its is a very pub place. Not like the modern drinking place, but so what! I'm there for my Snowball... Yum Yum... Poor hubby he have to drink 3 tequila shots cause his baby cannot finish hers. >_<'' Hubby even went up to perform. Din't have the Photo uploaded but I'll definitely post it in my next entry. What song he played? Hotel California, he's just so cool with the guitar for any song.
Hubby sent me home, should give him the credit for the whole night from dinner til journey home. Hmm I think my devil only lives at night. As soon as i reach home and freshen up, it lurks into me. Waited for his msg and to no avail. Negative thoughts creeps in. Many many thoughts demoralising me. Ultimately I give him the benefits of the doubts. Wake up at 4, no msg still. I feel myself evaporating. Msg him again and again, feel so stupid at the end of the third msg. Can;t sleep the devil just don't want to go away. Went to watch 1 epi of the vcd then sleep. Today waking up remorseful about the msg. Sms hubby to ignore the msg still feeling unbalance.
Been finding ways to kill the devil, I do not know who to turn to or complaint to. Think blogging will be of much help. If you all are sick of me complaining about myself, just need to close the window.
To Adeline
Maybe we can go visit the phsychatrist together. Maybe he can help me thou. Hoho.
Back to work. Today is the Gallery BBQ day.
It never pays to be good to others. They only take you for granted. After you're of no use to them, you're discarded like a piece of garbage, with no hope of clearing your name.
Went out for a movie last night with "him". We met at Dobby Ghaut, Plaza Singapura. As usual, at 3pm, just 2 hours before our meeting time, I was already feeling the heartbeat, the nervousness yet yearning to see him. Feels like butterflies in the stomach. Just the thought of him can accelerate my heartbeat. I think I'm dying of terminal illness...
We caught the movie - The Devil Wears Prada. It's a good movie worth watching. But the catchline is, it's even better having him around to watch the movie with me. Even doing simple things with him makes everything seems so enjoyable. I enjoy watching movies with him because we're both able to analyse the films, exposing each other viewpoint. I mean, this is so much fun than just watching the movie itself. It's so booooooorrrinnngggg.
Had dinner at Carl's Junior. I thought "he" will seat himself opposite me. But "he" sat next to me. Honestly, I couldn't breathe back then. *now my heart is accelerating again even when I'm only blogging!!!!* "He" just kept looking at me and I didn't know where else to look. The air is closing onto me... *feeling faint*
Our food came. The michievous "him" as usual will perform stunts. After "he" was done with "his" share of food, "he" went to fiddle around with my onion rings! =.=''' Double daring me to eat it when it's stacked up like a PILE OF SHIT! The couple next to us, kept staring at us. I don't blame them... 2 crazy people, laughing their heads off, together with a pile of onion shit in front of them. As if they're worshipping the shit.
Had a wonderful day, though it was just a short n brief outing. As quizzes and exams are approaching, we felt that it was necessary to reduce the amount of time chatting and meeting up. I am very relieved that he sees the same view as me. For I was once afraid that if I were to broach the subject, "he" might speak like how "that guy" used to speak, i.e., So you don't wanna meet lar? Monday to friday not enough time to study? Whew... It's really a load off my mind... It's really different when you've someone who's studying in the same faculty and school for he'll totally understand your situation perfectly well.
We made a pack that after the quizzes are over, we'll only go out once a week. Until the exams are over, we'll spur each other on...
Met Charlene yesterday at Macdonald for dinner and rush down for Zuan's grandma's Funeral. Spoke with Zuan's mum and mingle with her sisters. Its nice to see everyone accept it as grandma accept it too when she is still alive. She is a strong and optimistic grandma. Grandma I really salute with all my respect and might.
Heard a great news from Zuan, she is getting ROM in January. So happy for her, after all the tumbling and banging, she have finally found someone she love to spend her whole life with. It makes me wonder what we really look in life and what are we anticipating from it. Its always the "and then" that is always probing me. In life people come and go... and then... At a stage we have boyfriend... and then... Finally we are married... and then... Heard that she is holding a simple ROM reception. Realise that we are all maturing, already at the stage where people go and people create new life.
After the funeral session, Charlene came to my house to rush her Business Law assignment. So great of me to help her figure out the question and is driving both of us crazy. To be honest, Law is always not my style as i can't memorize my books. Got a D grade for my Business Law in Poly days. If you think that is distinction u are wrong. Its just a passing grade borderline grade. I'm just not talented to study.
I'm so excited today. Hubby ask me to meet up for gathering with his old colleagues. I never thought that I will be associated with these type of gathering as Hubby never wants to join the my gathering. I'm simply exhilarated. I told everyone on MSN. Sometimes its just a simple invitation but it can drive me to cloud nine. He is a facinating guy that can drive my emotion to extreme level. He is able to let me tear for no reasons, smile for no reasons, and anticipate things for no reasons. Its going to be our Half year mark soon but the feeling is so fresh like it just happen yesterday. Having him around is remarkable. People complaint of being attached but they like to be attached. Contracdicting species in deed. I'm not complaining, I love the sensational feelings that he gave me.
Its already end of the month. I'm getting edgy again. Why is it so repetition that I have to go through this every month? Sometimes I was thinking how come her BF don't mind about the situation now, or am i that petty and particular about it. New month come and a new month for me to count the days. I trust him I really do but the devil inside me to take advantage of me. Rekindle... This is what the devil always says. I'm going crazy trying to exorcise the devil out of me. Always trying to plan my days with friends to drive the devil away from me. I'm still not satisfy. Why? Am I that greedy and selfish? Don't to lose him, this is what I always afraid of. Why will I demand more. He have compromise on anything i request. Why am I still not happy and still begging and dreaming for more? Fighting on the thoughts have become my hobby recently. Maybe I'm really insane. Deep down inside me, maybe I do have a gene of a devil.
This is the first entry from me, so I should make an introduction. This blog is shared by My sister Ms Sandra Chan Rou Yu (SCRY) and me Ms Lynn Ong Shu Ling (LOSL). We are a pair of good to the bones sister. I wont leave much entry til when its necessary. Right let's blog.
To Sis...
Thanks for sharing the blog with me. Lets make it a remarkable blog. At least i'm update with ur life and you are update with mine. When you are down I do know where to look for you too.
Met up with Peishan, KwanGhim, Sor Cher and Baozhu as we are celebrating Baozhu's birthday. Her exact date is actually today.
To Baozhu...
Don't think you have any chance to see this entry, but I wish you all the best in your future endeavours.
Went to a very nice restaurant in a rundown building in Tiong Bahru. Its a Hong Kong Cafe, think some of you will know about it. Review of the place, its atrocious. The service is average, the serving is slow. Drinks came slow so are the dishes. If you thought goods things are meant to wait, think twice. The food is just average. Lotsa MSG not good for health thou. One thing that is reasonable is the pricing. It is a very affordable pricing which everyone can afford.
Luck for Baozhu and me, our dish is still reasonable not as bad as my Ms driver Peishan. Her black pepper is Weird. Hmm. Baozhu's treat for the dinner. Awesome. Will try to post photo here ^_^.
Went to Mt Faber Safra for bowling session. Its a very fun game althought everyone can't make it except for Mr Khim. Had the ritual cutting cake session at the place. We had her an Apple Strudel and a long candles of Happy Birthday. Its sweet and nice. Ambience - Perfect.
In the midst of the bowling session, had a msg from Zuan. Unfortunately sad to say, her grandmother pass away. People grey and left. Things are so unpredictable. These philosophy everyone knows. Still it is not easy to see the close one left you for another place.
To Zuan...
Hope you are strong enough to face the situation... We are here... Shuling is here... Charlene is here... Suwoon is here... If you are feelings you weak vains... We are here to embrace you...
End the day with a weird feeling of lost. Hubby, having headach at home. Working too hard and resting too little. He is like a small boy who do not know how to take care of himself but wanting to take care of others.
To Hubby...
Please do take care of your health. It is more important than work. To me you are very important to me. So for my sake you have to take care of yourself. I dont mind you bald and with a tummy. Bleah.
The anklet that "He" made, binding us together.
I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do
I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Should I
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see
I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
I'll
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go
Never let him go
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!
So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you
Finally awaken from my slumber sleep. Had dinner out with 2 of close friends, Shuling and Vincent. As usual, my sister would pester to have KFC whenever we meet. I really hope that it's not because I've a KFC ambassador look.
Went to "his" house in the afternoon before heading to meet my friends. We played "his" PS games. "He" is really a true blue gamer. "His" library of games is indescribable! I played one of "his" freaky games, titled something Fatal Shot, where I've to go around capturing ghosts with my camera. I'm a scardy-cat. Hahahaha.... even when playing a ghost game, I screamed as well. No horror movies!!! Wait... hold on... that is subjected to who am I watching it with. >.<>.<
We went to our hangout after leaving Shuling's house. Our hangout has become a drug to me, to us. We visit it almost everytime we're out. The wind, the sand, the waves, the carefree, peaceful and tranquility all merged into one. There "he" gave me another suprise. In all, "he" has given me a total of 3 suprises, which comprises of sight, feel and hearing. All of them which he made them himself.
"He" knew I've been searching for an anklet all this while. And "he" made one himself. It's not easy for "him" to make one, considering that generally guys don't do such stuffs. "He" was worried that I wouldn't like it much. But "he" was wrong. I know the effort "he" put in. To others, the suprise may not worth much. But to me, it's invaluable, priceless. Gifts should not be weighed by the scale of currency, but the thoughts and efforts that are incomparable.
"He" helped me put the anklet on. And it's my favourite colour. We both have each. Mine on my right leg, and "his" on "his" left. Somehow, I feel like we truly belong to each other for whatever we do, things just seem to fit perfectly. We're both binded together by "his" handiwork - the anklet. I'm blessed. Blessed to have "him" in my life, blessed enough to share a phenomenon - a shooting star in the beach with him.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I went to catch the movie - The Host, with Joel yesterday. Felt that the movie has lots of depth in it. While watching the movie, I was trying to analyse it. Suddenly occured to me the time where "He" watched the chinese film - The Banquet with me. Both of us were analysing the film together. Such fun. Such vast exchange of knowledge. I was late in meeting Joel thanks to the episode of Shopping spree Part 2.
After the movie, we headed to Crystal Jade La Mian for dinner. I ordered my all time favourite - 酸辣汤拉面. Joel was kinda amazed that I can pretty consume much for my size is inproportional to the food comsumption. We hanged around Suntec City, killing time while waiting for "Him" to pick me up after "his" family dinner. Joel brought me to Esplanade roof terrace, where it was the first time for me. There I could have a clear view of the open space performance by a group of archipellos. They sing pretty good. I'm amazed that they sang one of my favourite chinese song, Kiss Goodbye, by Wang Lee Hom. And they're malays! OMG! I feel so ashamed of my chinese-ness. I seek comfort that I am still able to recognise certain chinese characters, my chinese name and most importantly, being able to distinguish the vulgarities.
"He" finally arrived at 11pm. We headed to our favourite spot. Running in the sand. Swinging each other in circles. The first time I waited for someone for almost 3.5 hours, it was darn worth the wait.
Continuation from Shopping Spree Part 2...
introducing casts:
-shopping spree banker: mother
-shopping spree reciepient: "she"
-shopping spree victim: papa
-scene of Distraught 1: Tiong Bahru Plaza
-scene of Distraught 2: Great World City
-scene of Distraught 3: Home
On a fine saturday afternoon, approximately 12pm, a family of three headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza for lunch. "She" decided to play the role of a filial daughter, by accompanying her mother to shop, since papa was not even a electron interested in shopping.
Stage 1
Mother wanted to get a pair of shoes, dragging "her" to a shoe stall. There was where the start of the war began. The glittering shine of the shoe caught "her" eye, disengaging "her" from her mother's arm. "She" advance slowly, cautiously towards the glare and sucummbed to the temptation... $30 victory to U.R.S. Inc, with mother not purchasing anything at all, but "her".
Stage 2
Both parties advanced to Great World City, with mother intending to buy only a 2 pieces of clothings for "her". The cave was enticing "her", with treasures and jewels surrounding "her". "She" was busy choosing "her" riches, oblivious to the look of horror on mother's face. While only trapped in the horrendous cave, mother suffered a thrashing defeat of $264, with only purchasing 1 blouse for herself while "she"
Stage 3
Mother left "her" to head home by "herself". There "she" had to face the ultimate king - Papa. When he opened the door, his eyes nearly popped out, staring at the amount of carriers she was carrying.
Stage 4
Ending to be decided by audience.
Finally I'm home from a shoppaholic day! As I stated below, I skipped my GE today. Quiz is over. And the GE is so freaking boring, listening to oldies. Not classic oldies mind you, but real oldies, southern accent type. In addition the lecturer have something against Jay Chou!!! =.='''
Thus, "he" and I met up after my class. Friday is his "self-acclaimed" no school day. "He" was waiting for me at dobby ghaut. As usual, my heart thumps at a high frequency of 1GHz whenever we arrange to meet. As what "he" describes, whenever his heart beats furiously, mine does too. "Our hearts are talking" - his favourite phrase.
We went to Takashimaya to check out our favourite mooncakes. Like me, "he" prefers snowskin mooncakes. We really have quite alot in common that binds us, yet differences between us that intrigues us about one another. After lunch and mooncakes, we went shopping. All along I've never entertained the thought of shopping. However, shopping doesn't seem to be such a torture to me when I'm with him. It's the company afterall. We have so much laughter and enjoyable moments, peace and tranquility in between us.
"He" bought a shirt from Bosinni. I am beginning to enjoy shopping with him. We have almost similar taste in clothes. After purchasing his t-shirt, we went to do some serious shopping. Looking for a new bag for my old bag *the blue flowery one* is torn pathetically, and also to purchase a shorts that I've been eyeing for quite some time.
"He" really took the "job" seriously. We toured every floor, every single shop in Far East Plaza for a bag. And finally I found the bag that quite caught my eye. And it's the exact same brand as one of his bags. Affinity?
I nearly couldn't have purchased my shorts, if not for his persistant belief in looking for the shorts at the Giodarno branch in Citylink. I finally found the design I've been looking for, as the branch in Orchard as run out of it's stock for that particular design.
Dinner was on him at Pizza Hut. "He" only eats Haiwaiian pizza, which is actually my favourite. After dinner, we went to our 2nd favourite usual hangout place, Esplanade. Our all time favourite spot is where the photo of the full moon was taken. We'll be going there tomorrow. Can't wait for tomorrow to come.
"He" told me that it's about time that I learn to start pampering myself, instead of spluring money on those who don't appreciate what I've done for them. To speak the truth, today is the first time in my 21 years of life where I really feel like I'm on a shopping spree. And it feels great, especially when "he" takes the initiative to carry my new bag full of notes, and my purchases. No one has ever helped to carry my bag before. "He" didn't even mind if it looked "girly" on him. He just didn't want to see me carry heavy items. I'm truly touched. I'm not one who allows any Tom, Dick or Harry to carry my bag and he knows it. Yet I feel thankful that he does it without any wimp or complaint, but it's a pleasure for him instead.
I think I've struck rich. Exactly as what "He" experienced.
Blog maddness on the roll!!! Just finished my DSP quiz not long. Here I am in EEE iHUB with Raymond next to me. He was so suprised to know that I actually have a blog. What's up with the assumption that I don't blog? >.<
Went to school with Raymond and as per always, tons of crappy things to talk about. And the topic of the day today was yours truly.
Raymond commented that he's pretty afraid of me at times, for he said I can be domineering at times. Hmmm... I agree that I can be domineering, but I don't remember being domineering to him. I practise selective memory. >.<
I was also described as an "iron woman". Honestly, Ray's not the first person to use such adjectives on me. He said my character is very much suited in a Man's field - engineering. Thanks Ray. You remind me of Jeffrey Tan's "power suit" feminism. =.='''
I explained to Ray why my character is as such which he described. My mom is the eldest of a total of 4 siblings. She lost my maternal grandmother at a tender age of 13. Thus, she had to undertake the responsibility of an elder sister and a mother. She had to study and work at the same time, to support her siblings and maternal grandmother, for my maternal grandfather remarried and did not pay much attention to my mom, my uncle and aunties. As I was brought up by such a strong woman, it's not suprising to become strong-willed. But sad to say, I've been described as stubborn, ignorant and selfish by some.
I don't bother about what other think of me, be it good or bad. I just know that I love my mom for who is she, and how she brought me up, to stand up tall despite all falls and survive no matter what. Survive for those around you, and for yourself. Nothing's more important than life itself.
Just finished mugging for tomorrow's Digital Signal Processing quiz. Don't think I studied real hard for it, but I got bored from studying for 2 quizzes this week. Well, since I'm able to understand what the lecturer and tutor are saying, I decided to take a gamble and just read through my notes and tutorials.
Introduced Grace to "him" today in msn. They got along pretty well, thanks to the fact both of them are gamers. >.<
Quite happy that they get along pretty fine, for I care for both of them. I mean, it's important to know how to relate to your "partner's" group of friends.
Talking to Shuling at the meantime in msn. She has been quite protective over me after what happened between me and my ex-boyfriend. We're gonna meet up for dinner this coming monday. And she said she expects "him" to pick me up after dinner so that she can scrutinise him in person. She said, "If he cannot even do something so simple to woo a girl, he won't get my approval." I feel so doted suddenly.
To him: You better know how to handle my sister, since you claimed that you're good in handling situations, so my sister should be a piece of cake to you then. *snigger*
To Ling: Way to go for your self-acclaimed acronym LOSL & RG - Lynn Ong Shuling & Rohit Ghale. I'm really elated that you've found your Mr Right. *Muacks*
I've a picture of him right now.
Very tempted to upload in the blog.
Don't know if he'll be unhappy about it.
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Should I?
Should I not?
Sharing the beautiful sunset with him.
All the heart-stopping moments always happen only when he's around.
Peace, serenity are the feelings that I get when he's by my side.
No conversation required.
No physical contact required.
Just lying down next to each other on the beach.
Aware of each other's presence.
It's more than enough.
There's no place that I rather be.
But just to be by his side.
Through him, I begin to believe, to see hope and light in the heart.
It all began on the Sept 10, 2006...
He brought me to this breath-taking place, unknown to me, to all.
I didn't believe Singapore has such a beautiful place hidden away.
As usual, he always suprises me with the unknowns.
Never once a moment bore with him, for I'll always be acquiring new knowledge.
This was where he touched me with his sincerity, the heart which he made. *pic below*
Like lighthouse that guides lost ships back to safety, he used his sincerity and heart to lead me back on track. His heart, made of many smalls lights, cut from straws and soaked cotton with fluoroscent liquid captured my heart.
As the saying goes, "We cannot do all great things, but we can do small things with great love."
He's the living example of the saying.
Till the end, sincerity breaks all walls.
Till The End
All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That’s holding me all night
I don’t know how I found you
I’m thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'd always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I’d rather be
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all I know you come to see that you’re the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you’ll be gone too soon
Baby I’m gonna make them see …
We found our way back home
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'd always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place Id rather be
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all , I know you’ve come to see that you’re the one till the end
We'll always be....
till the end......